No one else came before you, it has always been you. In the depths of my being I feel you. Permeating my mind, my body, you are everywhere. And have been in all ways. My life has been re-imagined and it is your face that fills my memories, your voice that resonates in my thoughts and dreams as though it has forever been thus. Time before has blended with the time that is now.
You replace all that was, the past is dimly lit with other recollections, replaced with your glowing love. I am more foolish now in this middle age, laughing at myself freely. Throwing away the ridiculous restraints of youth I can embrace everything with abandon. I embrace you with my youthful heart. I drop inhibitions like a robe around my feet and emerge in wholeness and abandon, just you and me exist, have always existed.
What I thought was love before was not, it was the apprenticeship.
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